HazaroN KhwahisheN aisi

By Mirza Ghalib (1797-1869)

[The following translation of Ghalib’s ghazal, along with the original ghazal in Roman script and comments are by Asghar Vasanwala. Ed.]

Dear friends,
To day I am presenting Ghalib’s famous Ghazal HazaroN KhwahisheN aisi….. along with its English translation and comments. I am also sending you its audio link. It is sung by Master Kalim.
For listening Master Kalim sing the Ghazal, please click here: http://lists.elistx.com/archives/blank/200805/mp35qcYAkAEPw.mp3
Enjoy. Please do write me how you liked it. It will give me encouragement.
Vas Salam,
Asghar Vasanwala
asgharf@att.net
May 30, 2009

Hazaaron khwahisheN aisi ke har KHwahish pe dum nikle
Bohot nikle mere armaan, lekin phir bhi kam nikle

I have thousands of desires, each worth dying for…
Many of my desires got realized…yet I feel it was too little…

(Ghalib always wants more and different. Word Satisfaction is not in his dictionary. When Ghalib conquers one star, he says there are many more adventures ahead. This theme runs throughout his divan, his poem book)
Darey kyoN mera qaatil? kya rahega us ki gardan par?
Voh khoon, jo chashm-e-tar se, umr bhar, yoon dam-ba-dam nikle


Why my killer (my beloved) is afraid? There is no legal blood charge on her neck
For the blood that continuously surged from my eyes during my life time

(It was not her fault that I wept blood whole life and died because of it; no murder charges be filed against her. My blood cannot stay on her neck.)
Nikalna KHuld se aadam ka sunte aaye haiN lekin
Bahot be-aabru hokar tere kooche se hum nikle
We hear story of Adam how he was thrown out from Heaven (with biggest disgrace)
With worst disgrace, I am thrown out from your street.

(Ghalib always considers that the street on which his beloved lives is far superior to heaven because it is so lively. Adam was thrown out of heaven for eating apple thus crossing the prohibited limit. Ghalib says I was thrown out of my heaven, my beloved’s street, with worst disgrace than that faced by Adam. Actually Ghalib is boasting that insult he suffered is worst than that suffered by Adam. In that sense he is superior to Adam)
Bharam khul jaaye zaalim! tere qamat ki darazi ka
Agar is tuara-e-pur pech-o-KHam ke, pech-o-KHam nikle
Oh sweet tyrant, your true tallness can be fathomed
Only if your hair locks, which you have tied up, get untied

(Then people will notice that your hair are longer than your height. Long hair is a beauty)
(I think, Ghalib considers hip and breast area of beloved like knots in a rope; her slim legs, her narrow waist, and her long neck are like a rope. If these knots are unknotted, she will look very tall. Meaning she is hiding her true height in these knots. Urdu poets love tall women. They call them Sarv qad or tall like a cypress. Traditional explanation of this verse is: Turra-e- pur pech-o-kham means her curled hair. If and when they will get uncurled, it will reveal that they are longer than her height. I think my explanation sounds better)
Magar likhvaaye koi usko KHat, to hum se likhvaaye
Hui subaha, aur ghar se, kaan par rakh kar qalam nikle


If someone wants to write her a letter, please hire me
Every morning I am out with a pen on my ear, (so you may identify me)
(I want to find out who are other lovers and what they want to write to her)

Hui is daur mein mansoob mujh se baada aasami
phir aaya voh zamana, jo jahaN meiN jam-e-jam nikle


In this age, drinking-championship is won by me
After the Iranian King Jmashed (who invented wine), it is my turn holding drinking record and famous wine cup “Jam-e-Jam”

(Ghalib is boasting about his super capacity of consuming wine)
Huyee jin se tavaqqo KHastagi ki daad paane ki
Voh hum se bhi zyada kushta-e-tegh-e-sitam nikle
From those whom I had anticipated empathy for my wretched condition
I sadly found, sword of disaster had struck them harder, then me

(It is fact of life that when we tell our problems and trouble to friends, to earn their sympathy, they tell us their own story; how badly they have suffered in life. They want us to sympathies them instead)

Mohobbat meiN nahin hai farq jine aur marne ka
Oosi ko dekh kar jitay haiN, jis kaafir pe dam nikle


In love, there is no difference between life and death
Her looks give me life, yet the same looks kill me

Zara kar zor seene par ki teer-e-pur-sitam nikle
Jo woh nikle to dil nikle, jo dil nikle to dam nikle
Put some pressure on my chest and pull out that cruel arrow (That your gaze implanted in my heart)
if the arrow comes out, my heart also will come out along with the arrow. If my heart comes out my breath will come out and I will have fortune to die at your hands. (Many Diwans do not include this verse)

KHuda ke vaaste parda na kaabe se uthaa vaiz
Kaheen aisa na ho yaaN bhi wohi kafir sanam nikle
Oh preacher! For god’s sake, don’t lift the curtain off Kaaba.
What if the same (kicked out) idols are still lurking underneath?

(In Abraham’s time there were no idols in Kaaba. However, in later period Arabs installed idols in Kaaba and started worshipping them. Prophet Mohammed like Abraham was a monotheist. He uninstalled those false Gods.
Kaaba, the cubical structure in Mecca, is covered with black curtains. Ghalib mischievously says there may still idols lurking behind these curtains; so please do not lift them and expose what is hidden. Remember, beloved is also called idol or Diva. For Sufi God is their beloved. The verse is beautiful and thought provoking. It may also mean that though many call themselves Muslims but under their bosom they still carry false Gods. So, don’t look under their bosoms, you’ll get shocked)
(Many Diwans do not include this verse)
KahaN maiKHane ka darwaza Ghalib, aur kahaN vaaiz
par itna jantay haiN, kal voh jaata tha ke hum nikle
Lowly door of sinful tavern and pious preacher are antithesis
Yet, I can vouch: yesterday while I was leaving the tavern, he was stepping in
Ghalib says that though his religious preacher stresses prohibition on alcohol, yesterday he found the same preacher visiting his (Ghalib’s) pub.

On the Street and On Facebook: The Homeless Stay Wired

By PHRED DVORAK


Mr. Pitts Lacks a Mailing Address But He’s Got a Computer and a Web Forum

SAN FRANCISCO — Like most San Franciscans, Charles Pitts is wired. Mr. Pitts, who is 37 years old, has accounts on Facebook, MySpace and Twitter. He runs an Internet forum on Yahoo, reads news online and keeps in touch with friends via email. The tough part is managing this digital lifestyle from his residence under a highway bridge.
“You don’t need a TV. You don’t need a radio. You don’t even need a newspaper,” says Mr. Pitts, an aspiring poet in a purple cap and yellow fleece jacket, who says he has been homeless for two years. “But you need the Internet.”

Mr. Pitts’s experience shows how deeply computers and the Internet have permeated society. A few years ago, some people were worrying that a “digital divide” would separate technology haves and have-nots. The poorest lack the means to buy computers and Web access. Still, in America today, even people without street addresses feel compelled to have Internet addresses.

New York City has put 42 computers in five of the nine shelters it operates and plans to wire the other four this year. Roughly half of another 190 shelters in the city offer computer access. The executive director of a San Francisco nonprofit group, Central City Hospitality House, estimates that half the visitors to its new eight-computer drop-in center are homeless; demand for computer time is so great that users are limited to 30 minutes.
WSJ for more

Bush, God, Iraq and Gog – Biblical Prophesy and the Iraq War

By Clive Hamilton

The revelation this month in GQ magazine that Donald Rumsfeld as Defense Secretary embellished top-secret wartime memos with quotations from the Bible prompts a question. Why did he believe he could influence President Bush by that means?

The answer may lie in an alarming story about George Bush’s Christian millenarian beliefs that has yet to come to light.

In 2003 while lobbying leaders to put together the Coalition of the Willing, President Bush spoke to France’s President Jacques Chirac. Bush wove a story about how the Biblical creatures Gog and Magog were at work in the Middle East and how they must be defeated.
In Genesis and Ezekiel Gog and Magog are forces of the Apocalypse who are prophesied to come out of the north and destroy Israel unless stopped. The Book of Revelation took up the Old Testament prophesy:

“And when the thousand years are expired, Satan shall be loosed out of his prison, And shall go out to deceive the nations which are in the four quarters of the earth, Gog and Magog, to gather them together to battle … and fire came down from God out of heaven, and devoured them.”

Bush believed the time had now come for that battle, telling Chirac:
“This confrontation is willed by God, who wants to use this conflict to erase his people’s enemies before a New Age begins”.

The story of the conversation emerged only because the Elysée Palace, baffled by Bush’s words, sought advice from Thomas Römer, a professor of theology at the University of Lausanne. Four years later, Römer gave an account in the September 2007 issue of the university’s review, Allez savoir. The article apparently went unnoticed, although it was referred to in a French newspaper.

The story has now been confirmed by Chirac himself in a new book, published in France in March, by journalist Jean Claude Maurice. Chirac is said to have been stupefied and disturbed by Bush’s invocation of Biblical prophesy to justify the war in Iraq and “wondered how someone could be so superficial and fanatical in their beliefs”.

In the same year he spoke to Chirac, Bush had reportedly said to the Palestinian foreign minister that he was on “a mission from God” in launching the invasions of Iraq and Afghanistan and was receiving commands from the Lord.

There can be little doubt now that President Bush’s reason for launching the war in Iraq was, for him, fundamentally religious. He was driven by his belief that the attack on Saddam’s Iraq was the fulfilment of a Biblical prophesy in which he had been chosen to serve as the instrument of the Lord.

Many thousands of Americans and Iraqis have died in the campaign to defeat Gog and Magog. That the US President saw himself as the vehicle of God whose duty was to prevent the Apocalypse can only inflame suspicions across the Middle East that the United States is on a crusade against Islam.

There is a curious coda to this story. While a senior at Yale University George W. Bush was a member of the exclusive and secretive Skull & Bones society. His father, George H.W. Bush had also been a “Bonesman”, as indeed had his father. Skull & Bones’ initiates are assigned or take on nicknames. And what was George Bush Senior’s nickname? “Magog”.

Clive Hamilton is a Visiting Professor at Yale University He can be reached at: mail@clivehamilton.net.au.
Notes.
Jocelyn Rochat, ‘George W. Bush et le Code Ezéchiel’, Allez Savoir!, No. 39, September 2007
http://www.rue89.com/2007/09/17/un-petit-scoop-sur-bush-chirac-dieu-gog-et-magog
http://www.plon.fr/ficheLivre.php?livre=9782259210218
http://www.palestinechronicle.com/view_article_details.php?id=14890
http://www.guardian.co.uk/world/2005/oct/07/iraq.usa
Counterpunch for more

Genetically modified monkeys give birth to designer babies

Controversial work paves way for scientists to breed primates that are born with the genetic faults responsible for human conditions such as Parkinson’s and motor neurone disease.

By Ian Sample, science correspondent


The skin on the soles of the GM marmosets glows green under ultraviolet light. Some of the monkeys passed on the trait to their offspring. Photograph: Nature

Genetically modified monkeys that glow in ultraviolet light and pass the trait on to their young have been created by scientists in Japan in controversial research that “raises the stakes” over animals rights.
The work paves the way for scientists to breed large populations of primates with genetic faults responsible for incurable human conditions, but could also spark an ethical backlash for introducing harmful genes into the primate population.

Researchers hailed the feat as a major step towards understanding the development of inherited diseases, such as Parkinson’s and motor neurone disease, from the cradle to the grave. But the work is likely to dismay animal rights groups as it could lead to a rise in the number of primates used in research labs.

The work also raises the possibility of genetically modifying humans, although such work is outlawed in most countries, including Britain.
Guardian for more

Explosions in the Lab

What can be learned from the death of a young biochemist at UCLA?

By Beryl Lieff Benderly
What makes so academic laboratories such dangerous places to work? A few days after Christmas of 2008, a young technician in a biochemistry laboratory at the University of California-Los Angeles began to transfer a tablespoon of t-butyl lithium from one container to another. T-butyl lithium is pyrophoric, meaning it ignites on contact with air, but Sheri Sangji wasn’t wearing a protective lab coat—instead, she had on a flammable synthetic sweatshirt.

Somehow the stuff spilled onto her clothing, and she was engulfed in flames. Sangji died from her burns 18 days later, and UCLA officials bemoaned the “tragic accident” that killed her.

According to a recently completed government investigation, the fire could have been foreseen. On May 4, the California Division of Occupational Safety and Health cited the university for multiple “serious”—i.e., potentially life-threatening—violations, including its inability to show that Sangji had been trained to handle the dangerous substance and the lack of proper protective attire. UCLA’s own safety officials had already faulted the lab on the latter issue back in October, but the problem went uncorrected. All told, Cal/OSHA imposed $31,875 in fines, which the university did not contest.

Slate for more
Via 3Quarks

Rossi attacked by protesters again

Farmers yesterday hurled eggs at the head of the pro-government caucus in the Lower House, Deputy Agustín Rossi, as he was leaving a political rally in the Santa Fe provincial district of Venado Tuerto, official sources said today.

Talking to the press this morning, the lawmaker said some 40 people insulted the members of the Justicialst Victory Front and hurled eggs during a rally attended by more than 400 people. The deputy expressed his concerns over the increasing level of violence in political rallies ahead of the June mid-term vote.

“I’m concerned that these despicable actions seem to be spreading,” said Rossi during the interview. He is seeking reelection in the June 28 mid-term elections.

Rossi had already been attacked on a previous occasion earlier this year, when demonstrators threw eggs at him and his brother as both were entering a car in Santa Fe. Rossi also criticized the actions of another group of protesters who were involved in clashes with the police during a political rally led by Buenos Aires province Governor Daniel Scioli in Lobería.

After the incidents, the Scioli administration ousted the police chief of the district, who was in charge of the security of the ceremony. Media reports said the government has tightened controls in all public ceremonies to prevent further incidents from happening.
Scioli blamed the opposition Unión-PRO for the incidents, as the farmers who were involved in the incidents were members of that party. Nevertheless, the head of the Unión-PRO in Buenos Aires province, Francisco de Narváez, denied his party was behind the incidents and telephoned Scioli to express his support and condemn the violent incidents.

Farmers, who are at loggerheads with the government after it announced an increase to soybean export duties last year, are demanding that the government lower export levies and an aid to the agricultural sector, hit by adverse weather conditions and the declining prices of commodities in the international markets.
Buenos Aires Herald for more

Nigeria: Pains, Gains of a Decade of Democracy

Ademola Adeyemo
28 May 2009

Lagos — On May 29, 1999, the then Military Head of State, General Abdulsalami Abubakar handed over the reins of power to former President Olusegun Obasanjo.

Today marks the tenth anniversary of that historic event and uninterrupted democratic rule in Africa’s most populous country. Ademola Adeyemo in this report examines the gains and pains of one decade of civil rule in Nigeria.

In his farewell speech on May 28, 1999, the then Head of State, General Abdulsalami Abubakar declared that it was time for the military to return to its constitutional role of defending the country’s territorial integrity and sovereignty. According to him, “We must, forever, resist and renounce the seduction and temptation of political power and office. We must subject ourselves completely to civil authority. This is a sacred duty to which we must bind ourselves. It is our best guarantee to earn and retain the respect of our people. It is also your best chance for earning the approbation of the rest of a fast, changing world, in which new political and social values are transcendent.”

With the speech, Abubakar put an end to the long years of military rule from December, 1983, which had exposed Nigeria to coups and counter coups which had also rendered attempted democratic rule abortive.
All Africa for more

Kamala: In Search of Love

(The famous poet Kamala Das, also known as Kamala Suraiya and Madhavikutty, born in 1934, passed away yesterday in India. Her poem In Search of Love and the following description about her appeared in Sarojini Sahoo’s blog Feminine Fragrance on January 21, 2008. Ed.)

The Looking Glass

By Kamala Das

Getting a man to love you is easy
Only be honest about your wants as
Woman, Stand nude before the glass with him
So that he sees himself the stronger one
And believes it so, and you so much more

Softer, younger, lovelier. Admit your
Admiration. Notice the perfection

Of his limbs, his eyes reddening under

The shower, the shy walk across the bathroom floor,

Dropping towels, and the jerky way he

Urinates. All the fond details that make
Him male and your only man! Gift him all,

Gift him what makes you woman, the scent of

Long hair, the musk of sweat between the breasts,

The warm shock of menstrual blood, and all your

Endless female hungers. Oh yes, getting
A man to love is easy, but living
Without him afterwards may have to be

Faced. A living without life when you move

Around, meeting strangers, with your eyes that

Gave up their search, with ears that hear only

His last voice calling out your name and your

Body which once under his touch had gleamed
Like burnished brass, now drab and destitute.

Kamala Das was short listed for Nobel Prize for literature in 1984 along with Marguerite Yourcenar, Doris Lessing, and Nadine Gordimer. Apart from that she received many awards for her literary contributions like Asian Poetry Prize, Kent Award for English Writing from Asian Countries, Asian World Prize, Sahitya Academy Award and Kerala Sahitya Academy Award etc.

In 1984 in an interview with Shobha Wariyar for Eve’s Weekly, she made the following statement: “Yes, I know, yesterday I might have been against liberation, today I am for it. Tomorrow I do not know what I would say, and how I feel”.

In her autobiography — My Story — she told the story of her sexual life, her relationship with men and her views on the world. My Story gave her the image of being an amoral woman. But it was a huge success and has been published in more than 15 languages. It is now a school textbook in Japan and Canada.

She released her first nude painting in the 1980s, she proclaimed: “I find the nude female body the most beautiful in the world.”

She makes no attempt to hide the sensuality of the human form; her work seems to celebrate its joyous potential while acknowledging its concurrent dangers.

She once said, “I always wanted love, and if you don’t get it within your home, you stray a little”(Warrior interview). Some might label her as “a feminist” for her candor in dealing with women’s needs and desires.
At the age of 67, she converted her self to Muslim to marry a young man. After converting herself to Islam ,she argued that Purdah in Islam is the most wonderful dress for women in the world. And she had always loved to wear the purdah.and it gives women a sense of security. Only Islam gives protection to women.About her conversion to Islam she told that she had been lonely all through her life. At nights, she used to sleep by embracing a pillow. But she was no longer a loner. Islam was her company. According to her Islam is the only religion in the world that gives love and protection to women.

She shifted all the Hindu idols in her home, including her intimate ”friend and love” Lord Krishna to the guestroom, saying namaz five times a day has become a regular feature. Her formal initiation into Islam took place in front of the Muslim clergy at Palayam mosque in Thiruvananthapuram.

But in 2006, she has issued a statement at a book releasing ceremony organized by Kairali Books in Kochi that she deeply regrets converting to Islam and is disillusioned with the treacherous behavior of her Muslim friends. She claims that all her wealth amounting to several lakhs, gold ornaments, books and other valuables have been looted by Muslims.)

Feminine Fragrance
(Submitted by Dr. Sahoo.)