Crunching the numbers

by KELLY ZEN-YIE TSAI

my father has many creation stories
about why he chose to come to America

growing up gazing out over the sea’s edge,
he longed to know what was on the other side

what immigrants have never lacked is motivation

enough to propel us halfway ’round the earth away from
family, language, culture, everything we’ve grown

in pursuit of the unknown

longing to know what is on the other side

who has documented how many meals cooked,
garments sewn, bricks laid, oranges picked,
babies cooed to sleep, miles driven, floors scrubbed,

who has documented how many hours produced,
contributions earned through the resilience of immigrant labor?

political analysts develop numerical projections
legalizing immigrants will be a drain on the economy

strange, since so many of their own ancestors
must have passed through the gates of Ellis Island

they themselves deemed
uncivilized, unintelligent, poor

they themselves subject to hygienic screenings,
literacy tests, religious persecution

they themselves something
before they became American

all over the map of the united states:
indigenous names still hold strong –

Seattle, Chicago, Wichita, Tucson, Omaha, Milwaukee

trace reminders of thousands of years of tribal history

while school kids today are still instructed
to celebrate the myth of a first Thanksgiving

those early settlers could have never foreseen
our classrooms, myriad of tiny hands

cutting and pasting paper turkeys
proud and gregarious

with names like Hong Mei, Mahamadou,
Prerana, Julio, Joaquin

our kids sketching images of cornucopia,
never-ending bounty

sea to shining sea

our country’s forefathers could have never foreseen us

We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty, the pursuit of Happiness. — That
to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed.

pen to page, glow of the computer screen
the cursor blinks

legislators pour over fine print during late nights,
cold pizza and KFC, greasy napkins

next to eight hundred forty-four pages of documents
to foresee the future of eleven million Americans today

redefining borders
reuniting families
refining paths to citizenship

we know the America that our lives our telling

an America that does not simply
distill human beings into dollars

an America that chooses to turn
historical pain to purpose to power

our presence comes from great need
our survival from great strength

our resourcefulness
American in its essence

this is our time

the human lives at stake
ink dries this very moment

hands turn the page
a chance to rewrite America

to foresee

what may be
on that other side

Kelly Tsai’s blog is Yellow Gurl