Breath (for Vera Manuel)

by JOANNE ARNOTT

Poet/activist Joanne Arnott. Photo/World Poetry

in your poems i find
truth
not just my truth
i find the biggest kind of truth
the kind that sets me at ease
and i can just

relax back into my life
instead of holding myself away
holding my breath
holding my self and world together
holding on to the truth, too, afraid
that if i don’t hold on
i will lose everything

what is this “everything”?
what do i have to lose?
self
world
balance

when i set my hands on your poetry, and
when i set my eyes on your poetry, and
when i read your poetry
i relax again
i breathe easy

when your poetry comes importuning me
nibbling at my ears and at
the edges of my mind
slipping along like a barefoot child
on a cold wood floor, telling me
it is time to wake up
it is time to wake up
it is christmas morning

i turn and open my arms
and i welcome the child
who scrambles up into my arms
with a big grin

your poetry
doesn’t care about
my bad teeth
my ragged robe
my long road

your poetry
is so honest
it’ll bust a gut for tragedy
then turn around and smile at me
eyes shining

and so
i know
i am safe here, here at least
and here forever
in a world where your poetry lives
and the truth is known

Joanne Arnott © Joanne Arnott is a writer/activist; her blog is Joanne Arnott.

The above poem originally appeared on World Poetry Reading Series.